Trigger warning: Text deals with potentially fatal diseases, death, negative thoughts and depression. I sat here a year ago and set up this blog and wrote a text. Back then, the year began full of optimism and anticipation. This time, it began with sadness and an emptiness that I’m trying to come to terms with. And I want to fill it over time with things that do me good and stabilize me again. Maybe one of these things is writing a blog – we’ll see. On November 23, 2023, an intense period of my life came to an end with the death of my partner. We had met by chance…